Yes, I admit my last message to you was a little harsh, but that is at least partially because I have assumed you are the same person as, l_1175321_l. Based on this message I am replying to, I may have been wrong in that assumption. LOL In any case, I can't believe you read my whole message board. That was just me and one other person going on and on about nothing for a long time. It must have been pretty boring.

The Online Cult is real, tho I admit naming it "The Online Cult" isn't really to entice potential members, but more likely an indication of my sense of irony. The videos are serious, but there is also an element of hyperbole concerning certain positions I have taken in the videos.

I have already told people I have been diagnosed with psychiatric disorders, but sometimes these diagnoses were merely a way I had figured out how to get out of going to jail. I can manipulate the doctors into saying whatever I want them to. I will admit that I have been prescribed at least 10 different medications within the past 5 or 6 years, but I have never taken any of them, other than to snort the antidepressants from time to time. I make sure the meds my doctors prescribe don't have blood tests they can test me for.

As of right now, I don't even see a doctor. I got sick of the old one, so I may be done with them permanently. If I wind up going to see another doctor, it will be a new one. They run out of things that I am interested in talking about after a session or two, so I have to move on.

There is nothing you could try to say that would make me think I am mentally ill. You are just talking for yourself when you make comments geared at trying to convince me that I am whatever condition you want to pretend I am. If you are l_1175321_l, then you are really going overboard, and you should give it up. If you are just another overzealous old woman, who is stuck in the mental health system, then I guess it isn't quite so bad, even tho I know you are way out of your element. If you are trying to be a rational person, then the only conclusion you can draw is that I am even more rational than you are. It is just annoying when people are as clueless as you appear to be about what is actually going on.

Nirvana is the only solution, and it is available to all people. We have unmasked the mental health system, and there is nothing that cannot be overcome by Nirvana. You would be better served to embrace the idea in whatever way you know how. If you fight it, Satan is your first accomplice. She embraces everything that is nothing, and psychiatry is an important part of this nothingness.